Struggling with Dual Diagnosis plus Physical Illnesses leading to Chronic Pain With DID

So recently I had surgery on my stomach along with a bout of pneumonia a month later which I am still recovering from. I used to be a heroin addict and I have rheumatoid arthritis fibromyalgia and degenerative disc disorder which causes chronic pain and I’m soon to be going to the pain clinic for pain medicine and treatment and and struggling with the whole dual diagnosis can I control my use of opiates right now and I’ve so far maintained but it’s just getting kind of fearful for my sobriety play if a doctor prescribes that it’s okay according to the text but I don’t want to use it so I’m looking for a people in my life that I can trust to help me stay accountable sorry I haven’t posted in awhile it’s been hectic my best friend passed away and as I said I’ve had medical issues and I’m looking for employment so that’s why I haven’t been posting and also I am in the middle of applying for disability which is taking forever and Medicaid so that I don’t have to pay absorbent amounts of money for doctors my specialist included any comments would be great love you guys bye